December 18, 2010
the heart...
the heart is a really tricky matter, you don't know why but you feel a lot of things that doesn't make any sense at all.and normally you tend to assume that sometimes it's love, but... does true love exist? I'd rather think not. we're humans and we'll always make comparisons and when it comes to couples we do it even more but we forget we're not the other and we'll never love like the other. I discovered today that real love is a fantasy, we hurt and also get hurt because we expect something that in reality doesn't exist. but we can try to love but the truth is that it doesn't make sense expect to be loved as we want but we can be certain in some other ways we can be "liked"...
October 16, 2010
aging…
I'm about to be 30, that for me is kind of sad and joyful at the same time: sad because i look back and i feel that i haven't accomplished as much as I'd like to, but joyfully because I've gathered a lot of friends and people that in their very own way showed me their affection.
Thank you life for giving me all these opportunities and giving me the chance to give the best of me every single day, and thanks mom for being there wherever that is and standing by me.
So let's go to the thirties with a renewed vision of life and a lot of energy to give the max every day!!
After all I do really love life…
Thank you life for giving me all these opportunities and giving me the chance to give the best of me every single day, and thanks mom for being there wherever that is and standing by me.
So let's go to the thirties with a renewed vision of life and a lot of energy to give the max every day!!
After all I do really love life…
October 8, 2010
alone…
this last month I've been feeling a little bit lonely, even when I'm with my friends and family, I guess no one can really be complete without a couple. I've been thinking that I need a partner, I don't really care if it's a boy or a girl, but I do care that this person completes me and understands me and most important that respects me. so what is next for me… try not to think of this a bit, and start enjoying myself...
August 24, 2010
soledad...
¿que es la soledad?
no lo sé bien, pero alguien me dijo una vez que no existía tal cosa. otras personas dicen que no solo hay soledad sino también solitariedad, y que no es lo mismo estar sol@ que ser solitari@, cuestión de sintaxis supongo. pero al final estar sola es disfrutarme a mi sin depender de los demás, es el hecho de conocerme y saber quien soy y así aceptarme. si los demás no lo hacen, diría mi madre: 'allá ellos y su dura cabeza'…
no lo sé bien, pero alguien me dijo una vez que no existía tal cosa. otras personas dicen que no solo hay soledad sino también solitariedad, y que no es lo mismo estar sol@ que ser solitari@, cuestión de sintaxis supongo. pero al final estar sola es disfrutarme a mi sin depender de los demás, es el hecho de conocerme y saber quien soy y así aceptarme. si los demás no lo hacen, diría mi madre: 'allá ellos y su dura cabeza'…
July 17, 2010
down into my bed…
Crying…
This are the feelings I get sometimes, specially after being frustrated by the realization of no one understands me. Or at least that's my impression of how things are coming.
A saying says: “We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves”; I hope that's true because I believe that even if get completely alone as I get older, at least I get being my true self.
But, I really don't wanna become alone and I know I won't… In the meantime I love you everybody (family, friends and everyone that crossed your way with mine)…
…alone…
…sad…
…and depressed.
This are the feelings I get sometimes, specially after being frustrated by the realization of no one understands me. Or at least that's my impression of how things are coming.
A saying says: “We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves”; I hope that's true because I believe that even if get completely alone as I get older, at least I get being my true self.
But, I really don't wanna become alone and I know I won't… In the meantime I love you everybody (family, friends and everyone that crossed your way with mine)…
July 10, 2010
cleaning…
we are all going to die, right?
the thing is how and when, some even worry about where; but that is beside my point.
as I clean up my room once again, I realized that a bit of us dies in some way when we have to dump to the trash some items that long ago we hold dear. for example the movie ticket from your first date, or the love letter your partner from high-school gave you when you celebrate the first month of that relationship and never fails to find an old picture of your family.
always comes the time when we have no choice but get rid of these things so we can move forward (and also stop accumulating garbage) but it gives me the sensation that a bit of me dies with each memory I throw away, my strength comes in keeping those moments within my heart and my soul instead these objects that eventually will get destroyed by time.
so I'm cleaning my room but regaining memories that seemed long past and putting them in the right place in me. maybe I'll die a little but reborn in the same amount by the joy, sorrow, pride and nostalgia that brings putting away these things…
the thing is how and when, some even worry about where; but that is beside my point.
as I clean up my room once again, I realized that a bit of us dies in some way when we have to dump to the trash some items that long ago we hold dear. for example the movie ticket from your first date, or the love letter your partner from high-school gave you when you celebrate the first month of that relationship and never fails to find an old picture of your family.
always comes the time when we have no choice but get rid of these things so we can move forward (and also stop accumulating garbage) but it gives me the sensation that a bit of me dies with each memory I throw away, my strength comes in keeping those moments within my heart and my soul instead these objects that eventually will get destroyed by time.
so I'm cleaning my room but regaining memories that seemed long past and putting them in the right place in me. maybe I'll die a little but reborn in the same amount by the joy, sorrow, pride and nostalgia that brings putting away these things…
July 8, 2010
reinvented...
my soul now is free from bindings
that mortals don't understand…
my true self now is released
through my actions…
my true capacity for love is now
being received by those around me…
…I reinvented myself
that mortals don't understand…
my true self now is released
through my actions…
my true capacity for love is now
being received by those around me…
…I reinvented myself
welcome…
to my blog.
I'll post things that suddenly comes from my soul to my mind, some call that inspiration and me just call it expression of the soul.
I leave it up to you…
I'll post things that suddenly comes from my soul to my mind, some call that inspiration and me just call it expression of the soul.
I leave it up to you…
yours
Jun D
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