it's been almost 2 months since 2011 begun, and it has been the toughest new year beginning ever. there's a lot of reasons: financial, familiar, emotional and so on… I've been down, even downer a bit up and down again, my father said it's because I've without any specific to do, any occupation.
I repainted my room (now it has pink) and repaired my ceiling, I cleaned up my desk and my dressing table, my book shelves on so but I still feel sad, the problem is that I'm starting to think things that I shouldn't and that depresses me more, and I've come to realize that my self-esteem is on the floor.
I don't know how to deal with all these things happening and I feel lost…