alone…

this last month I've been feeling a little bit lonely, even when I'm with my friends and family, I guess no one can really be complete without a couple. I've been thinking that I need a partner, I don't really care if it's a boy or a girl, but I do care that this person completes me and understands me and most important that respects me. so what is next for me… try not to think of this a bit, and start enjoying myself...

soledad...

¿que es la soledad?
no lo sé bien, pero alguien me dijo una vez que no existía tal cosa. otras personas dicen que no solo hay soledad sino también solitariedad, y que no es lo mismo estar sol@ que ser solitari@, cuestión de sintaxis supongo. pero al final estar sola es disfrutarme a mi sin depender de los demás, es el hecho de conocerme y saber quien soy y así aceptarme. si los demás no lo hacen, diría mi madre: 'allá ellos y su dura cabeza'…

down into my bed…

Crying…

                 …alone…

                                      …sad…

                                                          …and depressed.

This are the feelings I get sometimes, specially after being frustrated by the realization of no one understands me. Or at least that's my impression of how things are coming.

A saying says: “We grow neither better nor worse as we get old, but more like ourselves”; I hope that's true because I believe that even if get completely alone as I get older, at least I get being my true self.
But,  I really don't wanna become alone and I know I won't… In the meantime I love you everybody (family, friends and everyone that crossed your way with mine)…